anyone got some advice? it seems like my spiritual life has somewhat faded...even tho i hate to admit to it. but it just seems that way. i don't want it to be like that, i want to live a godly life, but it just seems kinda dead now. is God trying to teach me something... what am i doing wrong... there is someone whom i have liked for many years, and i have been hurt twice by him dating another girl, and twice that he broke up with them. and to this day i still feel towards him the way i have for years. and it`s not just a ``gotta love someone`` love! but it seems like a real love. i have a minister from our church(and also other people hinted at it) telling me i should date this guy! it hit me pretty hard when he said that, coming from a minister! it just seemed like that was something maybe from God. i want to be patient and trust God that He will in due time open the door for me to have someone to love and honour, cherish for the rest of my life. but i am just kinda confused....i have alot of christian friends, i attend church regularily, taught sunday school, attend bible studies during the week. but somewhere along the line it just seems like things are off balance.
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